11.10.04
it was games fest today. it was an exasperating morning cos the pubstunt was a flop. i guess i was just too disappointed because my teammates had taken my worries for granted. their flippant attitudes saw the pubstunt to its end. oh wells. so much for all that anxiety the night before, to the extent of causing sleeplessness. i was hopeful that the pubstunt would be a success, that at least the message would be driven across, and i had faith in my teammates... but this morning, seeing the way they shirked responsibilities and putting up with their couldnt-care-less attitudes, i couldnt help but feel disillusioned. i'm at a loss. sigh.
after idling for an entire morning and refusing to join in the games fest, (my disappointment in the games fest pubstunt partly contributed to it), i decided that i was too bored and restless to hang around in school. moreover, i didnt want to spend an afternoon playing taboo, charades, etc etc. i had better things to do and the boredom was driving me to the edge. so i scooped up my stuff and left school with him. it proved to be the right decision of course. school sucks on such occassions. it didnt help that ck was bz with his girl and that cel didnt even come. sigh.
in response to the horrible time i had in school today, ive decided that i'll only attend school tmr if at least two others in the clique turn up. otherwise it's utterly pointless. im feeling so sickened.
the pe teachers recognize and know me now. dead. so much for all the talk about lying low and keeping low profile so as to get a better chance of skipping pe lessons next year if the teachers dont know me and wont realise im not around. oh wells. jaclyn lim rocks. think she's so pretty and amiable. oh manz. hope she teaches us pe next year. i dont care a hoot if mr manhunt teaches us. he's not my type. haha.
shall watch chinese tv serial now. shall indulge in surreality. at least the conflicts on-screen dont concern me. for once.
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10.10.04
Just wondered....in how many entries have i started off with "it's been a long time since ive updated...." and "it's been eons since i last blogged"....the whole works about being a irregular diarist? well, today ive got this sudden interest in entering something into this diary which would have been swallowed in dust if it hadnt been virtual. it's to save me from losing the touch for writing also...doing too much science can cause illiteracy.
promos ended on wednesday and that was a whole load off my shoulders. believe me, all the revision alongside attending new lessons could drive one crazy. not to mention force out zits and dark circles on a face. but now that it's over, im enjoying my idle life, squandering time away and nursing my face back to its original condition. (not that it was great to begin with). though i made a self-promise that i'd definitely clear up the junkyard that my room is, i havent seemed to have made any headway in doing so. moreover, with jigsaw pieces now all strewn over the floor, there's an uncanny resemblance to a warzone.
gf, hope yr not feeling too sad anymore...hurts to see my poor little girl so thin and weathered. cheer up okie? i'll make sure yr being fed and those calories are put back on. :)
sigh. i think i'll go try packing my room now....im bored.
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